就是我！亮墥的生活

前幾天寫完了姊姊跟姊夫吵架的事
收到了doris的來信！
今天找到了一個很好用的全文翻譯軟體！
很好用，終於把這一封信搞清楚了！
看完後！好心疼doris！家家真是有本難念的經！
doris！加油！
等我有空些再寫信給你！
目前我下定決心要來好好把我的「英文朋友』找回來
現在每天都跟丫妹聽cd學英文！


Hi darling, how are you?

Sorry about to hear your older sister's fmaily situation. It is really horrible those pressures on her. And to be honest, rather than continue living in the emotional abusing cycle with your nephew, your sister may need to think clearly what is the best for her son and speak up for the sake of her son's well being.

I am about 37 weeks now. and my baby still will not show me his/her sex. I will hit my baby's bottom for keep everyone guessing all these time! Hope everything will go well. I will stop working by the end of this week to rest.

These days, I have pressure from my family as well, my father still talk badly about me (and even my unborn baby, saying that he does not want to be a grandpa to a baby does not look like Chinese) and my mother still acting poshly as waiting for me to beg her to help me with the baby. She even says, well, I will pay the money for people to help you with cleanning and cooking after the first month of baby born if I beg her. I really hate that, it's like everything she does for me I have to beg for it and thank for it thougsand times even she still talk badly in front of me, my choice of marriage and my husband, honesly, I do not want she sees my baby if she still continue to talk bad about everything.

Comparing with your family, I feel jeoulous about it, even you fight and angry with each other sometimes, but all the difficult days your family walked together, at the end, at least you still have each other and the experiences you had hold you together, as a family. You may not agree with me right now, but you dont know how lucky you are.

My husband does not want me to contact with my family for the reason that my family keep hurting me everytime I want to open my heart witht them. It's like my family does not want to know the real me and only want to hear that I am ok and acting like one of the high class people. But I am not, I don't want acting with my family anymore and that's why they even avoid to talk about me in front of their old friends. it hurts me so much to know that my own parents feel ashamed of me, even the only thing I did is to follow my heart and not marry a Chinese speaking guy.

Before I got married, I was so angry and even thought to marry any Chinese or Taiwanese guy my parents like, who has very high degree and high salary job. But i know myself, high degree and salary means nothing to me if this guy only follows his parents's teaching and do not have his own personality, I will not get alone with a robot that pleases my parents while I know that this kind of boy (who never know the hardship in life) will not treature the good life he always has and easily to divorce when he feels bored.

Anyway, too much bad English may make you headach, I talk to you later, and PLEASE reply to me more often with Chinese, I can read them. Love you.

Also, your older sister is right, don't keep saying your family do not have money because it will push the money away. Just image a comfortable life for your family, day and night, picturing it in your mind and you will get it! (I am imaging to live is a better house with my family these days)